Regrets.

REGRET: To feel sorry, disappointed, or distressed about.

I have so many regrets in life. They deal with relationships, friendships, school, and just plain ol' life in general. I love the fact that I got out of town for college. I hate the fact that I came back for just one year. Worst decision of my life. Currently, I am having this breakdown of being here yet again. I love the friends and people that I have here. It is awesome to be here for my brother's last year of school, to be with my friends (even though I don't get to see them all that often), my family, and my boyfriend. On the other hand, let me tell you...Bozeman, MT was THE BEST PLACE FOR ME. If I could change everything, I would move back in a heartbeat, and maybe take the people I love with me. I would stay there and learn patience with roommates. I would stay there and live the college life. Everyone says, don't come back to where you grew up, you'll regret it.

I am looking at this as a chapter. The chapter in my life, where I have to come back to get where I need to be. I have to finish my student teaching, and then I am free to do what I want. If I need to move back to Bozeman, I can. If I want to stay here, I can.

The people who I had in Bozeman are still there. They will remember me as that fun, bouncy, crazy girl...who was always ready to party, and yet was able to be completely and totally engulfed in school...ready to start that 'to change the world' career.

I am in week 5 of student teaching. 9 left. :)